Thank you.
Just one? Ah, let me count the ways...
Okay, just one. The first that leaps to mind is one evening, calling on a 'friend' who had said that I could count on them at any time if I found myself in dire need. Having been left in a very 'untenable' position one night with no way of getting home, I had reason to call and did so only to be told that it was inconvieniate for them to assist me. This is what has led me to being Very adverse to calling upon any one in times of crises/need.
I have decided that it is better to let people believe themselves when they say they will be there, it saves me from getting further hurt/stung by believing it for myself.
Okay, just one. The first that leaps to mind is one evening, calling on a 'friend' who had said that I could count on them at any time if I found myself in dire need. Having been left in a very 'untenable' position one night with no way of getting home, I had reason to call and did so only to be told that it was inconvieniate for them to assist me. This is what has led me to being Very adverse to calling upon any one in times of crises/need.
I have decided that it is better to let people believe themselves when they say they will be there, it saves me from getting further hurt/stung by believing it for myself.
- Mood:
thoughtful
After waking up I had an anxiety attack that was quickly subdued when I learned that mine host was on his way to hospital. The evening was spent doing a back and forth, arranging stuff for his overnight stay. [His overnight stay will be extended until at least Saturday, if not Sunday as well.]
I don't know how to love, in fact I'm sure I'm incapable of it
"Rain" by Spike Milligan
There are holes in the sky
Where the rain gets in.
They are ever so small
That's why the rain is thin.
There are holes in the sky
Where the rain gets in.
They are ever so small
That's why the rain is thin.
People tend to mispronounce my name so that it rhymes with "Hi" instead of "Hiya"
Being Driven home from Sydney tomorrow and flying to Melbourne on Sunday. Unpacking and [re]packing in between.
- Mood:
awake
The Year of the Rabbit Running through the Forest in the Lunar month of Libra
